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2011-10-01T23:30:00.000-07:00

SPEECHLESS!

Its the start of October, which means 23 more days to Os.

Am studying, and doing my best to remember whatever I need to.

WISH MY GOODLUCK, I'LL DO MY VERY BEST!! :)

TODAY'S SERVICE WAS AWESOME!!

THANKYOU LORD FOR YOUR EVERLASTING FOR ME.

I'LL PUT YOU FIRST!

2011-03-20T17:00:00.000-07:00

I've not been studying much this march holiday,
But I still hope I did enough things.
I pray that I'll be able to have motivation to study everyday like this.
Rather, PLAY LESS! and contentrate on my studies. ;)

I did enjoy my march holiday though.
Even when my mum doesn't allow me leave house that often anymore,
But I stayed up the whole day to study(ALITTLE)
And also, stayed up late at night to catch those Taiwan shows. :)
It's great, I should say.

Gonna continue doing my holiday assignments,
Have got plenty of them to complete. ;(

2011-03-16T16:52:00.000-07:00

I want a boy best friend/
One that I can call up, crying about other boys,
and him saying he'll beat the shit out of them for me.
A boy best friend who will drive me around like he's my big brother,
and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows I'm upset.
One who becomes friend with my future boyfriend and
one who calls me up to see what I'm doing.
I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I'm wrong,
and force me into fixing things and apologizing
because he knows that it will make things better for me.
I just want a perfect boy best friend,
who will love me and protect me from all the other boys.
:)

2011-01-29T22:49:00.000-08:00

its been a week since I last see them,

I MISS YOU GIRLS!! :(

alright.,

I'm suppose to study hard for my Os,

although it's still early, but I've to do the catching up with the rest..

it seems crazy, but yes.

I HAVE TO, IN ORDER TO GET INTO THE COURSE I WANT!

well, its been raining ever since I said I'm craving for chocolates..:/

2011-01-03T15:30:00.000-08:00

HE WILL SEE ME THROUGH../
:)

2011-01-02T18:30:00.000-08:00

Faith is spiritualized imagination
Dream is the substance of life's great achivement.

WE NEED TO BE A DREAMER!! :)

2010-12-03T00:14:00.000-08:00

your love ones might just leave you one day,

because LIFE IS SO UNPREDICTABLE..

SO;

start to love, treasure and care.

for the people around you today!! :)

2010-11-23T20:39:00.000-08:00

LOVE THIS GIRLS!! :)
I miss those time we used to hang out together after school. :/

well, everything is too late to rewind once again.
although most of us would prefer the past.\
but still, memories are always kept though. :)
♥

2010-10-14T20:46:00.000-07:00

gonna start work tomorrow @ MBS.

hope it'll be fun, and I'll be able to make frends there.:)

met up with my dearest girl today.

LOVE HER TTM!! :)

seeyou soon.

2010-10-10T21:29:00.000-07:00

LOVE
happy birthday mummy!! :)

went to have family dinner at Chinatown and went serangoon gardens after that.
It's been a long time since we last spend time together like this as a family.
It was nice, and I sure had fun.
Thank God for that. (L)

2010-10-08T23:11:00.000-07:00

I'M GLAD THAT I'M OUT.
:)

2010-10-08T22:37:00.000-07:00

This is for my study time tomorrow.
AM SO GONNA GROW FATTER!! :(
but well, its the last few days.. so,
STUDY HARD VALERIE YONG!! :)

2010-10-08T22:21:00.000-07:00

Met up with Celeste and Sharmaine and head to haji lane.
Had much fun with them, its been a long time since I last went out with them..
and we studied a little before they head for cellgroup and I went home.
its been a long time since I last went for a study date with Sharmaine too..
miss those timess. haha:)

seeyou girls soon, study hard!!
LOVEYA. :)

2010-10-07T21:43:00.000-07:00

爱你所以离开你，眼泪是回忆。

every time I thought it's you, but it wasn't.
hahahaha, fucking nice one.. FUCK OFF.

don't freaking say out if YOU CAN'T DO IT.

2010-10-01T21:45:00.000-07:00

At least you still bothers, and also take notice,
really hope that I'll not be forgotten.

LOVEYA!! :)

2010-09-29T21:39:00.000-07:00

FUCK! It's graduation day tomorrow.
Don't forget that I do exsists, PLEASE!!
Will you?

2010-09-23T22:54:00.000-07:00

Everything is gonna end soon,

even my wild running imaginations..

If only this could be forever, but its not.

2010-09-23T22:30:00.000-07:00

Skipped school today; as school is super boring!!
supposed to study, but when I was about to study,
mum ask me to help her to do something, and after that, we went to buy things.
so, I didn't really study in the end, but at least, I managed to memorise something.
and I'm proud of that. haha.:)
cause thats the thing that causes me to lose marks!! :(

ohoh, I've decided to attend the graduation ceremony, haha.
because we're suppos to be friends, so ya!! :)

2010-09-22T19:08:00.000-07:00

hey, takecare. my dearest girl!! :)

mini primary school outing yesterday night. had so much fun with them.:)
chongpang for thai food(zichar) --> play candles --> play ali bonmb and home.
with Celeste, Yokelin, Daphne, Shinrong and Laiyu. :)

2010-09-19T21:04:00.000-07:00

Thanks for allowing me to face the truth. :)
for telling me the truth too.

2010-09-19T15:37:00.001-07:00

I've finish writing 6 letters,10 more to go, and I'm done.
But I'm so super lazy to continue writing now.. Plus,
all the letters are kinda short, not long. But my main purpose is to tell you guys,
how much you guys meant to me or rather how much you guys left those memorise in me,
and I really hope that we'll still be able to keep in contact even after the day,
and that we'll still be able to meetup often to catch up with one another, yeah? :)

well, shall give you guys your letter on that day, and let you guys read.
Love you guys ttm!! I PROMISE.

2010-09-18T23:41:00.000-07:00

Cutest cousin ever!! :)
he came over to my place yesterday, spend almost the whole day playing with him!!
So super cute, even when he sleep, haha. Can't wait to give birth to one myself. HAHA, joke.

2010-09-17T15:55:00.000-07:00

Finally, we went to take the Singapore flyer yesterday after 2years!! :)

it wasn't as boring as I thought. haha, quite fun actually. HAHA.

was suppose to watch sunset, but we queued for too long..

and we're like some typical Singapore when we're in there.

I keep asking them to go here and there, to get the full view of Singapore. haha :)

HAD MUCH FUN WITH THEM, NICE!!! :_)

I shall start writing the letter to *them soon,

gosh, the days are all left counted. but well, we'll all still meetup right?

2010-09-12T01:17:00.000-07:00

Went for dinner yesterday at around 3plus 4 at khatib with my Celeste and Shingrong.
Was suppose to meet on Wednesday, but sr forgotten and he went fishing!! :/

Anyway, took one whole round of 811. And went NP with Celeste. :)
had about 2hour plus of walk with Celeste around yishun.
Talk nonstop too, love talking to her about everything and anything. :)
shall do this every once a week, HAHA.

TPY with mum this afternoon, and went bishan to look for my cute little cousin.:)

2010-09-09T22:46:00.000-07:00

I do still think of you,
but that's only SOMETIMES. :/

had an awesome Tuesday spend,
talking to my Serene and Shijie while Wenjie plays dota.
Also, an awesome time spend,
with MY DEAREST GIRL, Celeste Neo on wednesday. :)
And A study and zone meeting in church for today. :)

2010-09-08T16:36:00.000-07:00

Finally it's over. Papers was quite okay.
Quite reasonable I guess. And I pray that I'll be able to do well.
And also will be able to get the grades I want!!
:)

Okay, it's all coming back.. :/

2010-09-06T17:46:00.000-07:00

why why why? :(

GOD, PLEASE..
take away all my distractions,
and allow me to concentrate.
and really DO WELL,
for my LAST CHANCE!! :)

2010-09-05T00:52:00.000-07:00

I CAN DO IT! :)
10 points and below!! :)

2010-09-05T00:42:00.000-07:00

Outing again. had so much fun with them on thursday. :)
and well, the study session that day was errr, kinda.. CMI.
but well, luckily I had learned about SriLanka and Northern Ireland. :)
went holland village for katong laska with my dearest girl and Shingrong,
and we travel back to amk, FOR KOI!! Bai Xiang Ai Yu. :)
and manage to show celeste someone. but something funny happen instead. SR found out something by himself, instead of celeste(as she is suppose to know)
went playground and khatib after that. :)

Farrer park to study with sheena on friday,
it was a fruitful one, accept for th fact that theres alot of weird people there. haha:)
Amk library to study yesterday with Sj, Wj, Tc and his brother.
Yf, Kx and Nigel came after that. He changed a lot, I swear! Well, Guess she get to control your heart more. :)
okay, study session was kinda fine, I guess..
got to memorise quite alot, but still, gonna contiune studying now.

&I'm so freaking dead.
NLEVELS STARTS TOMORROW!! :/

PS; I will not regret, this I'LL PROMISE. :)

2010-09-03T23:02:00.000-07:00

I'm so super tired.
Tired of everything, feeling so lazy to hold on.
I'm gonna let go, of EVERYTHING!! :/

2010-09-03T22:15:00.000-07:00

I'M SO DEAD. Am only left with freaking 3days to nlevels.. :(
okay, although it's my second year taking, but I guess it's even more stress,
than the first year when I'm taking.

Okay, although I don't look like one, but I'm, okay!! :(
well, am gonna study the whole of tomorrow and Sunday.
I seriously need to do well, and get te results I want.
I want iPhone!! Haha. :)

okay, 从今天起，我一定会活得比以前更好。
相信我！I PROMISE!! :)

2010-09-02T10:58:00.000-07:00

Didn't attend school today, but woke up early to study chinese instead.

Am going to meet my ex classmates later at AMK drive thru mac to study. :)
then to have dinner with Celeste Neo and Shing Rong @holland village.

2010-09-01T15:52:00.000-07:00

Can you?

It feels like its Saturday today.
Won't attending school till nlevels. GOSHHH, freaking 5days left!! :(

I hope I'll be able to finish studying whatever I'm suppose to study,
and to read those Chinese bao zhang bao dao. :)
I will study hard for my nlevels, as PROMISED!!

I wanna see you, can I?
Ps; 我后来才发现，原来爱情不是贞贤就可以。

2010-09-01T12:30:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling so lost now, should I take my one day trial with him?
Or should I just give up? But,
I just wanna spend one day with him. How?

CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW, PLEASEEE!! :(

2010-08-31T20:09:00.000-07:00

Hell, it's super near now. I'm only left with 5 more days, to study A LOT OF THINGS!!
Damn it. Well done man.
Anyway, I finally manage to complete one chapter of social studies. :)
thanks for accompanying me to study. :)

teachers day celebration SUCKS!! It's super boring!!
Shouldn't have go, sigh..
Well, met my dearest girl after that, Sharmaine and vanessa came after that.
And luckily, study session at woodlands library was kinda fruitful. Thank God. :)
had much fun with them, MUST MEETUP MORE OFTEN TO SPEND TIME LIKE THAT OKAY!!
Van, you said meetup soon one uh!! :)

PS; A heart that's undivided, but one you rule and regin. :)

2010-08-30T03:36:00.000-07:00

这路途，每一步，都走的太辛苦。

School was fine, I guess. Okay, I'm just trying to lie to myself.
Feel so weird when I'm in school, but well, luckily the holidays are coming.
And which means nlevels too!! SIGH. :(

Went Amk drive thru mac after school with some of the 5n students.
Did revise some Chinese “Zhong he tian kong”. Thanks to Serene or confiscating my phone.
But the moment I got it back, I kinda stop studying.
Yeah, that's why phone is a super duper source of distraction. :(
ohya, an fasting today and NIGEL And LIMSHIJIE ate infront of me.
Keep tempting me, wanted to breakfast, but THANK GOD I didn't. :)
had fun with then though, haha. LOVE THEM to the max!!

PS; A heart the follows hard after thee. :)

2010-08-29T21:21:00.000-07:00

Finally I did study, but only on Good Goverence, Healthcare an Sri Lanka.
But at least I've achieve something. :)

Had cellgroup meeting at Jurong west.
It was GREAT, luckily I went. Thanks Celeste. :)
Felt the presence of God after so longgg.. And yes, I wanna be on fire for God once again, to get my first love back. To have a heart after God's own heart. :)

PS; A heart that follows you, one that's after you.

2010-08-29T00:28:00.000-07:00

I'm home, like finally.
Had a little catch up with Celeste today, went bugis.
For KOI, BAI XIABG AI YU!!! :) It's super nice!!

Service, sot graudation was fine, but sadly.. We've got noone to support.
Well, went changi for popeyes. And now,
I grew like don't know how many more KGs.. :(

am meeting Celeste tomorrow morning to study.
And might be going cgm tomorrow. SIGH,
I NEED TO STUDY, I need motivation/a quite place to study.
I WANT MY ONE DAY TRIAL. :/

PS; In every victory, let it be said of me.
My source of strength, my source of hope.
IN CHRIST ALONE. :)

2010-08-27T17:38:00.000-07:00

It's only freaking 19DAYS LEFT!! I wish I'll get to seeyou everyday from now.
I seriously wonder, how? It's FOREVER, unless we have outings or My one day trial!! :)
GOSHHHH, kinda can't imagine.
But well, I'll still have to face it anD accept the fact. Ams also, at least you said hi now. :)

I NEED TO STUDY SOCIAL STUDIES..
To get my one day trial, so chaos people!

Ps; I really hope that I'll not be forgotten by you even after the 19days..
That I'll be always remembered by you. Will I? :)

2010-08-26T22:34:00.000-07:00

FFFFFFFFFFFFF, how?
What on earth am I suppose to do?
CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASEEEE!!
I wanna see you again. :(

okay, CUT THE CRAP. -.- cause I guess I won't be able to see you ever again after that day..

My dearest girl is back in SINGAPORE, might be meeting her tomorrow.
Can't wait to see her, Miss her sosososo much, heh.

2010-08-25T18:40:00.000-07:00

I wanna be that someone, Whom you'll treat like YOUR BESTFRIEND.

Okay, I'm kinda making myself feel worst.
So I shall not think about it anymore.
I AM A HAPPY GIRL!! :)

&I HAVE TO STUDY, SOON!! :(

PS; Celeste Neo is coming back tomorrow.
Like finally, I miss her so much!! :(

2010-08-24T06:27:00.000-07:00

I kinda miss going to church,
might be going this Saturday.
It's SOT graduation day, haha. :)

Study session with Sharmaine and Daphne at woodlands library kinda failed.
Sad. Thanks to Daphne and her laptop. Haha.
We ended up viewing people's FB.

Okay, Sharmaine say I've to study Bonding Singapore.
The chapter which I hate the most, GOSH..
HOW HOW HOW? I'm so dead.
But well, for my A1, I'm willing to. Hah. :)

PS; Praise the Lord.

2010-08-23T22:00:00.000-07:00

Where ever you go, wanna be by your side.

Sometimes I really wonder why he'll fall for me when I used to be so super duper fat in the past.
But luckily he gave up, cause I guess I'm still too fat to be loved by you. HAHA.-.-

2010-08-23T19:46:00.000-07:00

HELL, Nlevel is just 14days away..
And I've got no freaking motivation to start stuying yet.

GOSH, can someone give me motivation?
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO START STUDYING!! :(
YES, one for humans!! :)

PS; My eyes set on You, in this race that I run.
No longer my ways, let Your will be done.

2010-08-22T18:23:00.000-07:00

LOL, I guess like what my brother said,
I SUCK AT EVERYTHING. -.-

I'm done with it. STOP IT, VYYT.
Bye, S. :)

2010-08-21T23:11:00.001-07:00

Pray Until Something Happens. :)

Have been staying at home these few days, and I guess I've been thinking a lot, like I dont know why.. haven't been studying much too, although my previous post say I want to.

YES, I WANT MY A1, I WANT MY 10POINTS AND BELOW!! :) and yes, with God, all things are possible. Trust in the Lord, your God and He'll make all your prayers come to past!! provided, if you did study hard. SO, I'm gonna study hard!!!! :)

oh, I told sheena I'm gonna post something about her, but I've got no idea what to post about.. hahaha. Shit, we're having chinese mock test for the whole of next week. and yes, I'm suck in that, even though I speaks in chinese. haha. I CAN'T WRITE!! :( But well, luckily I've got the chinese dictionary that he lend me. haha.:)

PS; my heart, can never comprehend.

love crucifed the man, who's open hands were nailed for me,

and now, I live each moment serving only You,

Jesus, my Lord. :)

2010-08-20T22:39:00.000-07:00

Am super disappointed with my prelims results,
BUT STILL,
YES, I AM GONNA GET IT.
A1 for that and 10points and below,
study hard, VYYT. :)

PS; I need/want that one day trial and in order to get that,
I've got STUDY HARD, and to get my 10points and below on 17dec2010!! :)
PPS; God is able to do exceedingly, abondantly above all that you can ask or ever imagine. :)
So, ask and it shall be given!! 10POINTS AND BELOWWW!! :)

2010-08-19T20:38:00.000-07:00

I'm so gonna study veryvery hard from today on.
Nlevels is just 2 weeks away, my gosh..

My dearest Celeste Neo, Sharmaine and Sheena, remember what you promised okay,
I will do my very best, to get my one day trial.
I seriously need it, haha.
So yes, I WILL STUDY HARD, and DO MY VERY BEST.
I WILL GET IT, 10points and below, HERE I COME!!! :)

ps; God is a good God,
pps; Promise aren't meant to be broken.
So if YOU* see this, remember what you've promised, and it'll always be a promised made.
PLEASEEEEE!!

2010-08-18T18:33:00.000-07:00

BORING DAY!!
guess I am starting to hate school, once again.
But I've got no freaking reason to that.
-.-

2010-08-17T17:32:00.000-07:00

Celeste is leaving Singapore in about 30mins time.
Hahha, am so gonna miss her. :(
hve fun there alright?
Remember to buy things back for me!! :)

Fasting has been great for me.
Accept the fact that I'm kinda hungry though..
Plus we studied inside mos burger, thus...
TEMPTATION. Ahhhh, but luckily, I SURVIVED.
Had fun talking to Sheena, Valarie and Samantha.
And I seriously miss our class, 4n1'09.
Ahhh, the class is fun!!
Okay, those are the wonderful memories that our class had.
This years class isn't that bad though, accept for the fact that;
the people can be rather irriating sometimes..
But well, I didn't study hard last year, and it's too late to regret now.
Like 11months back... Hah.
So, I can only study hard and do my best this year.
And to move on in life. :)

Ps; with God, all things are possible!! :)

2010-08-15T23:57:00.000-07:00

FASTING STARTS TOMORROW!!
Prayer and fasting comes together,
God is gonna do wonderful miracles in our lifes!! :)

2010-08-15T22:24:00.000-07:00

What a Sunday..

Woke up early in the morning and found out that it's a waste of time,
after travelling all the way to somerset..
But well, went to meet my dearest girl after that,
instead of meeting Muhammad and gang.
I'm sorry!! I'll go with you guys next time, I promise.
(but provided if I'm free) haha.:)

Ps; I miss you pretty much, like seriously. :(

2010-08-14T12:28:00.000-07:00

Celeste Neo is going HK this tuesday..
and I guess I won't be seeing her till after 27august.
hah, anyway, is saturday today, but I'm lazy to go out,
lazy to go church. maybe I should watch online service later. haha:)
and I'm afraid that I'll spoil your mood again, so I shall not go.

should I study?? or should I rest today??
I've got no idea what to do, in this small, tiny little house of mine.
I can only watch tv, sleep, study, eat(and grow FATTT).
okay, guess I'll do all of the above as mention.-.-

ps; where you go? I miss you so..:(

2010-08-13T20:46:00.000-07:00

It's friday the 13th.
And luckily nothing goes wrong for me this time!! :)
Went home early after having lunch with classmates
at J8's foodjunction.

Am suppose to meet my dearest girl, but I slept my whole afternoon away,
and the phone has got some problems so, I wasn't able to recieve her message..
I'm sorry, btw, CHEERUP CELESTE NEO!! :)

I'm feeling tired again. But I feel like going for a walk now.
Still waiting for celeste's reply. Hahaha.
Ps; I miss you, and I don't know why.

2010-08-12T19:14:00.000-07:00

Went lunch with my crazy classmates at macdonalds'
and serangoon to play swing with Sheena and Julia.
I'M SO NOT A AHLIAN, cause I went mac for only awhile.
Well anyway, I don't even look like one.-.-
(inside thing) hahahhaa.:)
am totally shocked when I heard from Julia that.. My goodness,
But well, luckily I was once loved by then and I truely Thank God for that. And I really treasure those times.
from the bottom of my heart; Thankyou for loving me once. HAHA.(just being random).

Omgosh, I've to seriously start studying for my Social Studies paper tomorrow,
I'm so freaking dead. Can't get anything into my head now..
How am I suppose to take my prelims tomorrow??? :(
SIGH, you're sucha LOSER!!

2010-08-11T16:38:00.000-07:00

pictures taken on monday and tuesday night. hah.:)
Monday: went MBS with my dearest girl, Celeste Neo.
Tuesay: went Bishan library in the morning to study with Sheena, Cassandra and Brina.
Brina and I ran up the library like some typical Singaporean(kiasu).
okay, Cassandra left and Julia came, after awhile, we went walking around J8.
thanks for accompanying me till 5, haha.:)
went to meet Celeste and Shingrong for our Tuesday outing.:)
went Clarke Quay this time for Stingray rice beside riverwalk, NICE, but spicyy!!! :(
but its okay. haha.

I LOVE spending my day with them!!:)

Prelims starts today; and yes. ENGLISH PAPER!!
PAPER1 was okay, accept for my compo, guess I wrote out of point, Idk.
hope I didn't. haha.:)
PAPER2's summary was a killer.(for me)
and something bad happen on my way back home just now with the girls,
I slipped and fell while running in the rain, lol.
and now my knee HURTS!! okay, thats lame.
tomorrow is chinese paper, and yes,
I'LL BE ABLE TO DO WELL!!(inside thing) HAHAHAHAHHA!!:)
all the best people!! :)

2010-08-10T00:08:00.000-07:00

I'm home!! Like finally, cause I'm tired!!
Had so much fun with my dearest girl; Celeste Neo. :)
love you sosososo much.
Had dinner and she taught me maths.
Was planned where to go and I wrote out the whole singapore for her to decide.
(those places which are not crowded).
And she remembered that her aunt has hotel room at MBS,
so we head there after she teach me.
And thanks to me, for not bringing my ezlink out,
and also Celeste for not bringing her camera out,
we spend the next 30mins travelling from khatib to yishun to woodlands,
and the next 40mins from woodlands to marina bay.
AND SOMETHING GREAT HAPPEN,
we spend our time travelling and WE MISS THE FIREWORKS!! GG.

So we went MBS skylark instead.
Had lots of fun there!!:) took lots of photo, shall wait for her to post.:)
haha, Celeste neo, just wanna let you know that you don't have to worry.
This thing aint gonna affect our friendship cause it isn't you fault.
Our friendship will last, FOREVER!! Remember our promise.
Yeah? Hah, LOVE YA!! :)

2010-08-08T21:13:00.000-07:00

Don't be afraid your life will end;
be afraid it'll never begin.

I'm in freaking dead shit.
suppose to study today, but I ended up wasting my time
on waiting for some people to get prepare and all..
and to watch the television.
and my prelims is just like 2-3days away, DAMN IT.
but I pray that I'll be blessed. :)

oh, while watching the television today,
the show said that twins will be "yi chuan"
so, I WANNA FIND A TWIN BOYFRIEND. cause I wanna give birth to twins!!
they're sososo cute. like my goodness. ahhhhhhhhh!!
so, can I have you back? lol, HAHA.(inside thing).

okay, Valerie Yong, please STOP DREAMING!! :)

2010-08-08T00:21:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry for ruining all your saturday night with my F-ed up attitude.
But I thank God for making me a strong person,
for allowing me to be/stay strong even the fact that I teared.
But still, I'm sorry.
Sorry for making you guys worried, sorry for breaking up you couples.
And I promise I won't be that HU LI JING/BITCH/whatever you wanna call it, anymore.
I'M REALLY SORRY!! :(

REGRET for going for fellowshipping today,
knew something like this would happen.
Knew that I'll be the only left out person as all of you are attached.
But still, I took the challange and went, but I FAILED in that FREAKING CHALLANGE.
I'm sorry.

2010-08-07T10:49:00.000-07:00

LIVE ON YOUR DREAM!

I'm awake. like finally after so long, I'm feeling awake again.
I've been feeling super sleepy these few days,
and I've got no freaking idea why.:(
and I hope that next week, I'll be able to stay awake everyday,
even when I get home, so that I'll be able to study for my prelim,
AND ALSO, my upcoming N'levels which is in 30days time!!

I'm feeling hungry now, and my dear mum,
is happily sleeping, in her lala land. and so,
I can't go for breakfast yet, but I'm gonna wake her up soon.:)
I'm meeting Celeste soon, she's teaching me MATHS.
my maths seriously sucks, I so wanna improve on it man.
and church after that;
LORD, please answer my prayers and make them all come to past.
In Jesus mighty name. AMEN! :)

2010-08-06T19:50:00.000-07:00

Often' you have to let people go.
Everyone who's in your life are meant to be in your journey,
but NOT ALL OF THEM ARE MEANT TO STAY THERE.

And I thank God for those who stayed.,
those who showered their love and care upon me.:)
for being there for me when I need someone to talk to.
for being there to cheer me up when I'm down.
for being there to always encourage me, to trust in the Lord.
for being there to always keep me in prayers.
for being there to lend me a helping hand when I'm in need.
for asking me to giveup to things that I can never get.
Hah, THANKYOU.(from the bottom of my heart)
ILOVEYOU GUYS.
:)

2010-08-05T18:47:00.000-07:00

It's been long since I last use computer. Thanks for my mum..
Anyway, school has been a hell place for me.
Making my wake up so early everyday, and to listen to those boring teachers talk.
And my super noisy classmates, can't even keep quiet. NOT EVEN FOR A SECOND!!
Like my goodness.. And studying after school. Sometimes it's fruitful, and sometimes not.
But most of it, it is a fruitful one, and I truely thank God for that,
as my PRELIMS for the first three subjects is NEXT WEEK!!!!
Am glad that I'm not thinking so much anymore!!:)
had fun on tuesday night, spending time with
my dearest bestbest friend, Celeste Neo and the best boy friend I've ever met, shingrong.
and will be meeting them every Tuesday, a planned.:)
REMEMBER K?:)

okay, I shall start to tidy my notes, and start revising my SS.:)
love those people who're in my life now.:)
and I HATE PEOPLE WHO'RE FAKE!!
But I shall not judge anymore. And will try to love everyone thAt God has placed in my life.

2010-07-26T15:22:00.000-07:00

I HOPE NOT.

I hope you'll still remember what you've promise,

and it'll always be a promised made.

Thank God that He healed my ear, that I'll be able to hear properly now.:)

Nlevels is just 43days away, and we just gotten our prelims timetable.

SCARY!!! NA students do have graduation ceromony this year.

and MY FREAKING FORM TEACHER IS LOOKING DOWN ON THOSE REPEAT STUDENTS,

HELL!! HATE HER TTM.

shall start studying NOW!!! :)

2010-07-24T23:55:00.000-07:00

Went for schools 45th anniversary preview yesterday,
its wasn't as good as I thought it was. wasted my 3dollars.
well, its over anyway.
oh, ITS FREAKING 44 MORE DAYS TO NLEVEL!!
and I haven't get started on my social studies.(second paper)
I've got no motivation to start studying for ss, howhowhow?
can someone please give me motivation to start??:)
will be meeting @cccccel soon, and also @sharloves and vanessatjw.:)
EXCITED!!

2010-07-18T01:40:00.000-07:00

people don't know how much you know until how much you care,
your pespective of life changes when your self-esteem changes.

2010-07-18T00:41:00.000-07:00

have been "studying" the whole of today, writing some chemistry notes.
which I didn't write last year. Its lik HELL. So freaking lot to write.
spend like half the day on only ONE STUPID CHAPTER.
cause I ended up chatting with sheena more than I study in the afternoon.
she and her SJ..
I've decided to study at least 2hours everyday, and I hope I'll be able to fulfill it.
anyway, its been years since I last see celeste neo,
and I'll be meeting her tomorrow before she meets yufun. hahaha:)

STUDY HARD PEOPLE,
N'LEVELS IS JUST 50DAYS AWAY!!

2010-07-16T21:45:00.000-07:00

School have been pretty fine for me, just that I'm feeling kinda awful this few days.
and I've got no idea why I am feeling so.
I'm gonna start studying from today on, and YES, I sure can!!
and I SURE WILL STUDY HARD THIS YEAR!
I've already think it over. and yes,
am not gonna let those stupid things affect my studies anymore.:)
will be studying with the 5n's people one of the days next week,
am kinda looking forward to it, that's how we used to study together last year.
and yes, I REALLY REGRET FOR NOT WORKING HARD LAST YEAR!! :(
for wasting my one year of life studying the same thing again.
but well, that's life. and I've only got myself to blame, so yeah..

After listening to all this things of yours, I've got kinda "turn off"
its all that you say,, CAN'T BELIEVE ANYMORE!!
you've really changed a lot, and I mean A LOT!
to a new person, whom I've never known. Its all from you.
and only you know.. like what I've said.
now I really understand the meaning of;
ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS!! and yes, that's YOU.

2010-07-13T22:56:00.000-07:00

GG, I knew it.

hope you'll get her(..) soon. :)

THANK GOD that He pulled me through ealier,

or I'll freaking breakdown now.:)

2010-07-12T05:13:00.000-07:00

OMGOSH, SPAIN WON.:(

BUT HOLLAND IS STILL GOOD!!

In fact, better than spain, hah.:)

2010-07-12T04:21:00.000-07:00

WORLD CUP FINAL,
100plus mins already and still NOONE SCORE, haha.:)
I've been spamming celeste's phone, since she isnt watching.
15plus messages and more to go, haha. FUN!!
anyway, GO HOLLAND, win SPAIN! You sure can!!:)
okay, there's school tomorrow, and yes. alot of people are still watching worldcup.
Guess everyone will be sleeping in class tomorrow, haha.
POA TEST tomorrow and I've not learn/study a single shit.
So dead. haha.:)

okay, shall contiune watching, GO HOLLAND!! :)

2010-07-08T22:32:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna be sick soon, I DONT WANT!!
English oral next week, plus, I wanna go to school, haha.:)
but now, my throat hurts like nobody business, like WTH!!
and I'm wondering if I should attend school tomorrow, haha.:)
feel like going, for some reason.
and I dont feel like going cause there's maths test tomorrow.:(
when I dont even know a single shit about that chapter as the teacher keep teaching us Olevels stuff.
and I bet she'll be giving us Olevels question for tomorrow's test.-.-
Okay, shall see how it goes tomorrow. hope I'll get better, hah.:)
anyway, all the best for your Olevels chinese oral tomorrow.
and all the best to those who're taking Nlevel english oral tomorrow too.:)
LY.

2010-07-07T22:00:00.000-07:00

BELIEVE.
cause with Him, all things are possible!

2010-07-06T17:49:00.000-07:00

Maybe i shouldn't ask for more,

and just be thankful for what I once had.

2010-07-03T00:30:00.000-07:00

“Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love,

the things you are, the things you never want to lose.”

2010-07-02T22:19:00.000-07:00

School is getting more and more boring each day.
How i wish i can study at home and only go to take Nlevles.
okay, but I'm too lousy to do that, hah.
THAT'S WHY I'M F-ING REPEATING THIS YEAR.-.-
okay, I miss 4n1'09, LIKE A LOT. (random)
I miss you a lot too.:(

I guess I'm just thinking too much,
BUT I really hope you would.:)

2010-06-29T22:09:00.000-07:00

School started, and tomorrow is learning day.
but I'm going back to school with Sheena and Pauline.
Okay, have been feeling super tired in school,
like for the PAST TWO DAYS!! my goodness.
Tried sleeping at 10pm every night,
but I'll always end up falling asleep only at 2pm.(earliest)
oh, am suppose to meet Laiyu for dinner today,
but something crop up, I'M SORRY!!
I'll payback, okay? dont angry!! haha.

PS; I miss your smell on my clothes.

2010-06-27T02:34:00.000-07:00

When You're Weak, HE IS ALWAYS STRONG!!
because God's Love Never Fails.:)

OH, school is starting tomorrow AND
I NEED A PAIR OF NW SCHOOL SHOES AND ALSO
NEW SCHOOL BAG!!
but my sister say we shall go shopping next week.
SO, will only have new school bag next week.:(

I SUDDENLY MISS YOU, like alot.

2010-06-25T14:28:00.000-07:00

pictures taken during the birthday celebration.
okay, I'm kinda back to the school/study mood I guess.
but I cant study at home as there's too much noise produce by my brother.-.-
SUPER TALKATIVE AT HOME!!

okay, Nlevels is like in 2months plus time
and I'm not prepared, but for a single subject..
am so gonna study soon!!!! I'm so dead.
I(M)YOU.:(
oh, and my sister showed me this,
and i find it kinda cool. :)
S[HE] BE[LIE]VE[D].

2010-06-23T22:38:00.000-07:00

I'm offically 17. and guess I just ruined it.
anyway, thanks for those who came to celebrate my birthday.
its okay if you didn't bring any present or anything,
cause your presence is more than enough!!:)
really thank God for all of you.:)
am sorry for not talking to all of you much just now.
but hope you guys did enjoy yourself!!:)

not forgetting celeste neo that's in AUST.
ILY STILL, even though you're at aust!!!
haha.

2010-06-23T01:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, MYSELF AND I.
and also to zech&yating.:)

even he does, what about you?
okay, started birthday with a smile on my face
and after a few seconds later, i cried.-.-
thanks to Celeste Neo. haha.:)
but i do appericate it though, thanks!!
LOVE YOU TTM!!:_)

2010-06-22T22:08:00.000-07:00

2hours more, feeling super nervous, scared and all now.
FIRST TIME.. but its like SO OLD!!:(
yeah, ITS 17, my goodness..
but still, I'm EXCITED.:)

2010-06-22T02:00:00.000-07:00

I'm turning 17 tomorrow.:)

PS: happy birthday chevy!!:)

2010-06-21T15:51:00.000-07:00

I've become SO MUCH STRONGER! :)

2010-06-18T03:50:00.000-07:00

I wish, I wish, I wish..

If only My wish comes true.

I pray, I pray, I pray..

If only My prayers come to past.

2010-06-18T03:05:00.000-07:00

will you promise?:)

because its always easier said than done,

like what you've prove to me.

2010-06-16T18:13:00.000-07:00

2010-06-16T15:09:00.000-07:00

2010-06-15T21:01:00.000-07:00

你曾经多爱我，你还记得否。

2010-06-15T18:50:00.000-07:00

REMEMBER

2010-06-15T03:02:00.000-07:00

“Why didn’t I learn to treat everything
like it was the last time.
My greatest regret was how much
I believed in the future.”

Now I know the reason why,
it's because you didn't love wholeheartedly.

2010-06-14T22:00:00.000-07:00

once again, i'm saying this
if you remember;
THIS FEELING SUCKS, I SWEAR!!

2010-06-14T13:23:00.000-07:00

2010-06-13T16:55:00.000-07:00

I miss every single moment I had with you,
I miss those happy times I had with you.
I miss walking to school together with you.
I miss texting you.
I miss hearing your voice.
I miss staring at you when you're sleeping on the bus.
I miss sitting next to you when I'm on the bus,
holding your hands.
I miss lying on your shoulder.
I miss those time when we're walking,
you'll put your hands over my shoulder.
I miss the times when you asked me to walk on proper road
and you'll be waking on the “stones".
I miss the times when you pull me in,
cause there's car coming.
I miss the way you lie on my lap.
I miss talking to you.
I miss hugging you.
I miss walking next to you.
I miss the way you ask me to forgive you.
I miss the smile on your face.
I miss the way you said those 肉麻 words.
I miss the way you say you did this because of me.
I miss saying goodbye to you.
I miss the way you tried to...
I miss the 2months plus I had with you.
Seriously, I miss you!!:(

ps; it's just a random post.hah.:)

2010-06-13T16:13:00.000-07:00

My Pretty Sister is 21!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEJIE!:)

2010-06-13T01:01:00.000-07:00

我很想很想很想你，真的！☹

2010-06-12T12:23:00.000-07:00

我不想失去你，但我先在才说已经太迟了。
所以，我只能说，希望你会好好去爱你心爱的人。
我爱你！：）

2010-06-11T14:02:00.000-07:00

why can't we be friends,

like before?

2010-06-11T00:21:00.000-07:00

2010-06-10T22:21:00.000-07:00

I'M WAITING!

2010-06-10T15:21:00.000-07:00